Realization No: 84

I can't remember when was the last time i did not practise any self-censorship on this blog.

Must have been at least 2 or 3 years ago. When i was too self-indulgent to care and just wanted to spill my guts and tears out. It's a catharic experience to let everything go and spew negativity and sadness in multiple blogs once in a while.

Difficult to do that now.

Especially when problems become more complex and you yourself are not as clear as to what exactly you want to say.
Especially when you become conscious of the people who may read this, read into this and form conclusions which you have no wish for them to do so or even to form them before yourself have already formed one.

Tricky.